How beautiful you are, my love, how very beautiful! - Song of Solomon 4:1

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Lesson Number Two: Wesley's Great Desire


"Give me one hundred preachers who fear nothing but sin and desire nothing but God, and I care not a straw whether they be clergymen or laymen; such alone will shake the gates of hell and set up the kingdom of heaven on earth. God does nothing but in answer to prayer." - John Wesley

In the small church there is a secret which has held it together since Christ rose from the dead some 2000 years ago. That secret is this - most small church ministers do not have advanced degrees from high ranking academic institutions. Walk into First Church downtown and in the pastor's office - wouldn't it be nice to have one of those you are thinking - the walls will be adorned with framed certificates that summon the attention of all those who enter in to understand they are now in the presence of intelligence. Reverend Read-All-About-Me wants you to know that he has studied ancient texts at length; discussed the value of geographical knowledge of biblical locations; can use his textual criticism tools to better state his case; and, now that he is converse in third person plural pronouns in Greek, you may be silent and enjoy his recitations of scholarly excellence.

Sarcasm aside, the need for intelligent and educated clergy in small churches cannot be overstated. The tremendous lack of simple bible study skills are one of the main culprits in the unfortunate maintaining of the status quo in the small church. What education some pastors do have is equivalent to a diploma, with the addendum of having been raised in church. That's it. We should strive for more, and whenever possible LEARN SOMETHING NEW EVERY DAY! That said, education is not the end all, be all.

Wesley's point, I believe, is that a title in front of a name or a plaque on a wall are of no consequence when it comes to the most important aspect of ministry - fearing sin and desiring God, which only comes from prayer - deep, abiding, fervent and serious prayer. E.M. Bounds, in Preacher and Prayer, wrote the following: "The preacher who has never learned in the school of Christ the high and divine art of intercession for his people will never learn the art of preaching, though homiletics be poured into him by the ton, and though he be the most gifted genius in sermon-making and sermon-delivery." That is what Wesley meant...the school of Christ.

As a bi-vocational minister I do not have the luxury of going to my office - which I actually hope to have painted and fixed up very soon...nearly six years into this ministry - each day and have a set time where I am left alone to visit with the Master. Rather, I, like many of you, get up earlier than everyone else in the family to have that time alone. To receive my true training and schooling in the dark of the early morning hours. If you would be the man God needs and demands you to be, you will have to be taught by him. The only way to be taught by him is to spend time in his classroom. The only way to spend time in his classroom is to spend time in the prayer closet. Would you meet the Master there today? Your time is extremely valuable. How much more important then is it for us who work two or three jobs and minister to make certain we gain our knowledge, our strength, our love from the One we serve. The school of Christ is always taking new students and they are never turned away. He is a tough schoolmaster though and demands perfection. Be forewarned.

I would like to leave you with the following crushing words of William Wilberforce: "This perpetual hurry of business and company ruins me in soul if not in body. More solitude and earlier hours! I suspect I have been allotting habitually too little time to religious exercises, as private devotion and religious meditation, Scripture-reading, etc. Hence I am lean and cold and hard. I had better allot two hours or an hour and a half daily. I have been keeping too late hours, and hence have had but a hurried half hour in a morning to myself. Surely the experience of all good men confirms the proposition that without a due measure of private devotions the soul shall grow lean. But all may be done through prayer-almighty prayer, I am ready to say-and why not? For that it is almighty is only through the gracious ordination of the God of love and truth. O then, pray, pray, pray!"

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Lesson One: Keirkegaard's Point Well Taken


Soren Kierkegaard once wrote: "Order the parsons to be silent on Sundays. What is there left? The essential things remain: their lives, the daily life with which the parsons preach. Would you, then, get the impression by watching them, that it was Christianity they were preaching?"

Do the people you serve know you are a Christian? What if you were to lose your voice? What if it were to become illegal to preach on Sundays? Would your daily life add up to a sum total where there was no arguing what you believed? Or, better yet, in whom you believed? Kierkegaard was awefully hard and demanding of the clergy of his day. It leaves me laughing as to what he would discern about today's "parsons"! Yet, you and I, serving in obscure places and obscure people with obscure results must live our lives in such a way that we fulfill Jerome's desire for a pastor: Sacerdotis Christi os, meus, manusque concordent...A minister of Christ should have his tongue, his heart, and his hand agree. Those are powerful words. They are also a potent and powerful witness.

Living in a small community has its up and downs, it positives and negatives, plusses and minuses. Yet, there is no other place I would rather be! How about you? Are you looking at your present appointment, placement, job, as just a bottom rung of the ladder? Is it just the first step up a flight of ministerial stairs getting you to the top floor eventually? Or, are you actually in love with HIS people and HIS place and HIS timing? "If you love me, feed my sheep." If you can attest to that fact - you love Him and His people - then remember two of the most important Latin quotations I have come across:
1.) Vita clericorum liber laicorum - The life of the clergyman is the book of the laymen.
2.) Vita clerici evangelium populi - The life of the clergyman is the gospel of the people.

Make your life an open book. Make that book the gospel. John Wesley stated he wanted to be homo unius libri - a man of one book. May all of us serving small churches in small communities with small resources remember that our lives truly are the gospel which the community knows. How we act at the local sporting event; conduct ourselves at the PTO meeting; what comes out of our mouths while waiting in line at the gas station; the faces we make while getting behind a tractor - or, tobacco wagon here; all of these are much more important to the people we have been called to serve than the words we utter on any given Sunday. Kierkegaard's point is well taken.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Why this Post Exists

Although this will be quick...much like the vaccine you got recently for the flu, pneumonia, etc...I would like to introduce myself to you. Having been in the ministry in one form or fashion for over two decades I look forward to sharing with you the valuable lessons I have learned, am continuing to learn, and will surely learn in the school of small church ministry. I am - and most likely will continue to be - a bi-vocational minister who thrives best when I am not centered on just church work but rather intimately involved in the lives of the people of the community. The only time I see my desk at church is usually late on Saturday night and early Sunday morning! This blog will not be for full-time ministers as I am one of a growing majority of preachers who serve in complete obscurity in small churches across the vast North American continent. We do not publish New York Times Bestsellers; we do not preach from a book we wrote on how to get wealthy; we do not have normal hours we will be in the office; nor do we have a secretary to do all of our paper work for us. I hope this blog becomes an adventure for both of us. Sometimes I feel like a train wreck waiting to happen while other times everything seems to be "clear sailing." In the near future when I get a little more time I will update this blogspot and try my best to write something each week and share a little sermon fodder for you to think on, address, criticize, question, amen, whatever...
I hope and pray that you will be blest by this blog/ministry/resource. God bless you as you serve in obscurity.